I never knew how to smile.
This wasn’t taught in school. I realise.
Perhaps, I feel that having a smile on my face looks really weird.
And that cause some people to feel that..
I am emotionless. Though,
I won’t deny.
However, I wish to change one day.
Smiling on the surface, crying inside.
I am still trying, trying very hard.
Learning how to smile. Naturally, from my heart.
And not a faked smile.
Waking early in the morning, I smiled.
To myself, in the mirror.
As odd as it seems,
I will master the skills one day.