As much as I do not like to be in the spotlight, I do enjoy compliments. Who doesn’t?
A round of applause for me? I was flattered. I blushed on the surface, but deep within me, I feel really good.
It feels good when I understand something.
It feels good when I tried to teach my friends something.
It feels good when I actually asked questions in class.
It feels good when I cherish the moments in life.
There are too many things to feel good about, why the dark clouds? I was pessimistic because I know that’s the reality, and that we cannot hide from them. I was having a mask because I know it is the only way I can protect myself. The smiles, the laughters and the sunshine, I am starting to notice. The storms, the thunders and the dark grey clouds, I am starting to forget.
I am changing my life.