Again and again, I asked myself why.
After being on the education path for so many years, I am starting to lose interest in it. I used to like studying because I can learn new things and explore the world. Studying was fun then, that I looked forward to school every single day. Now, or rather since I entered college, learning and studying were never the same again. As much as I tried to wait up early in the morning feeling refresh and the urge to go to school, I just hope that I can get it over and done with. I started to lose interest in learning and studying. It has become a pain in the neck that I totally give up on myself. I admitted the fact that I did give up upon myself, but I picked myself up quickly because I know the teachers have not given up on me.
Today, I asked myself again why.
It is because.. I have no ambition, no dreams.