Rising from below, to above.
Flowing up and down.
Trying hard to suppress,
not working at all.
A mixer and a blender, a feeling.
Twisting left and right.
Trying hard to ignore,
can’t get off my head.
Where has my confidence gone to?
Do I even have it in the first place?
Staring at the ceiling, emptiness.
Lifting the left foot, in the mid air..
Still not affected by mind or gravity,
the left foot joined the right,
and I took a step back.
I need more time, that I do not have.