The street lamps lit the streets. At 6:30 in the morning, the surrounding is brightly lit with the orange glow. The lights on the bus is glaring yet I am still in darkness. I remember this feeling.I had it few years ago. The darkness is eroding me from within. I reach out my hands, I could not see them. I close my eyes, I feel the gush of energy flowing.. out of me. I am screwing up my life once again. Well done.