I gave in.. to my mind.
I was determined. Was.
Until I started to feel lucky,
I started to play with this possible luck..
My mind began to tell me to give in.
To take a break.. To trust my luck..
I was sleep deprived, and I gave in.
That was a few hours ago, now..
I do not feel the luck. Not a single bit. I feel the fear building up within me,
Sending cold sweats as signals.
I want to reason with my mind,
to think with positivity.. and to stop the fear.
Come on. It could have been worst if you have gone on without sleep for two consecutive days. Believe in yourself. You will be fine, somehow..
If only all this self talk works..