“Won’t it be too difficult?”
Since young, I realised, humans can be really disappointing.
I have learned to believe in myself.
I have learned to depend on myself.
I have learned to not have any expectations of others.
Yes, there are times of confusions and emptiness, where the world simply seems to be revolving on its own, and I am just standing there, watching everything helplessly. It was as though I was out in the high seas, suffering from severe seasickness yet the merciless waves continued to hit against the boat. The moments of loneliness, the craving for someone or something to be out there for some comfort or help, yet I have to get over it somehow.
I have no idea how I can do it, and how I will do it.
I only know.. I must do it.