It is not a sense of helplessness, neither was it a feeling of uncertainties.
It feels empty as though there is no direction.
I feel like I am in pure darkness, trying to seek out some answers.
There is no light, no visible light for me yet.
I am just feeling my way, as I took one small step at a time.
I stumbled, and I fell in the dark.
I closed my eyes, and my world is now spinning.
My mind stopped for a moment, and cried.
My heart beat faster than ever, and froze.
Oops.. I think it is the same feeling again.