Recently, I have this feeling that.. I have not been trying my best. Or rather, if I had tried my best, I would have achieve a lot more than what I have today. Something is telling me that this is not my best yet. Then again, I repeatedly gave the excuse that I am too tired to try my best because I fear that I will fail again. Perhaps, it was one of my coping mechanism, since I can attribute the failure to not working hard enough. This semester is coming to an end really soon, in just couple of days. Maybe it is time to try once again before I really regret it. But I am not sure.