Many times, I doubt my existence
The necessity and the meaning
I longed for an explanation
to uncover the truth
Many times, I wish I never exist
Free from burden and worries
The overbearing reality
to just nothing at all
Many times, I wish everything ends
The world continues spinning
Nothing is affected at all
Just a cease of my existence
A wishful thinking deep within
But as truthfully as it can be
Without meanings or longings