I set my watch
to vibrate at 6pm
with a little hope
that I can leave by then
But it is always silenced
Every single day
it vibrates and signals
to me that I am still
far away from knocking off
And it is always the same
6pm
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Author Archives: Joy
This is the Mondayest Monday that ever Mondayed
There is an urge
to just walk out
and not care a bit
anymore.
But I am too tired
to do anything or
to try a little bit
anymore.
Perhaps I do not
want to change
even a tiny bit
anymore
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Numbed.
Desensitized.
Or maybe I am just too tired.
There is no time to think.
There is no time to feel.
There is no time to bother.
All I want is to lay in bed.
Shut my eyes.
And be gone. Forever.
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I hope for that day that
my mind feels refreshed
when I wake up in the morning
my heart feels fulfilled
when I turned in at night
my soul feels free
when the week begins again
It will not be soon
But I refuse to admit
I shall live in denial
until that day arrives
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A hole in the mind
A tear in the heart
A wound in the soul
Mentally exhausted
Dreadful of another second
Take me away
and I shall be free
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Something is still beating
within the soul
The sense is clear
so visible
There is still some pride
I am sure
Just hidden somewhere
until the day comes
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The mind was blanked.
The heart was saturated.
The soul was missing.
The sun has set.
The people have gone.
The peace have returned.
The aircon was turned down.
The fan was blasted.
The environment was cooled.
Nothing but disenchantment.
Alienation from work and working.
No other descriptions.
